Poem: Of Reticent Love

Only on the surface now I'm toying with you. You do not notice a thing
In frozen love, in reticent you, with reticent love, a reticent discomfort,
In reticent me, with reticent love, a reticent scar
You are the eighteenth one, you didn't notice me supported by kindness,
This frozen-made love, In reticent you, with reticent love, a reticent pleasure,
In reticent me, with reticent love, reticently.
I cannot change, I cannot return, reticent love, reticently, we two are entangled,
My inner heart's reticence, my inner heart’s quiet, striking towards the heart,
My inner heart's reticence, my inner heart's quiet, even if I try to toy with your heart
I cannot change, I cannot return, reticent love, in reticent me, with reticent love, reticently.
I cannot change, I cannot return, reticent love,
Quietly, quietly, we two are entangled,
I don't feel anything, Even when I look at your face, You should just keep being deceived,
That's nothing compared to what I had in the past
I cannot change, I cannot return, reticent love,
In reticent me, with reticent love, reticently.
From sometime ago I had noticed you but,
To only be reticently by your side is all I need,
I hold you close at the end,
I don't know if this will become the reticent end