Poem Reason

I can't open myself up to anyone I can't trust any of them
and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing soon it will be gone even now I’m wilting
What I can’t reveal is my weakness, my past
unable to open myself up this is my weakness my past
I can get what I want, but no doubt the kindness I’m holding onto will slip away
my heart is shuttered even now it falls apart
soon it will break apart
stifling my tears I laugh every day
my heart showed me there was no reason to believe
those hypocrites killed me
I can get what I want, but no doubt the kindness I’m holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die you'll be reborn and come back again
my heart is shuttered even now it’s crumbling apart
stifling my tears I scream every day
my heart left me the strength to believe there’s a reason
It was my very own heart that killed me

Poem August 5th Date of Parting

motive
August 5th, Saturday not a cloud in the sky
from the top floor of this building if I notice, I'll inform of our parting
August 3rd, Thursday in my heart, a wound is broken
the 6th wound it becomes torn, everything is broken,
everything
the first time we met, I noticed my own foolishness
always unbelieving of people wounding people
why didn't I learn of my love for you
having done this I cannot seem to forget this love
but
I believe in happiness I don't seem to notice
alone I was crying I didn't seem to understand you
more than this more than this I don't want to be hurt
but only now, it's only you that I wanted to love
there's a time I made sure to forget, but now I want to hold you close
I believed in happiness I knew your past
I cannot forget in spite of you
more than this more than this I don't want to be hurt
but it's only you I cannot hold closely, reassuringly
August 5th in a sunny sky with no clouds
already this is the end spread across the ground, staring at myself
"I embrace you" "I stare at you" "I love you" "I will remember you"
"You reject me" "You look away" "You hate me" "You forget me"

Poem Poem

A boy spits on the Berlin wall
even if it comes down now, not a single thing can change
When I remembered obstinately, I closed myself off
with my poems as my only support...
I don't want to become Edward Gein
Sid Vicious & Nancy, where can I meet you?
In my heart I have no voice even in my heart my poem is lost quietly I wait for you
I cannot reach as far as you I cannot reach I cannot find your voice
When you gently hold out your hand, I cannot accept it
In my heart I have no voice even in my heart my poem is lost quietly I wait for you
yearning
dreaming
loving
in love with love
the dream will end,
Sid's dream

in response to the votes of "femininness" at the bottom of this page labeled "How Femme"

overall the person in the picture was voted to have an average feminine look of about 9.6 out of 10.♥

BUT THAT'S NOT ALL!
The person in the picture is NOT a woman!
The "Very Feminine" person in the picture is actually a man who goes by the name of Shinya Terachi and is the drummer for a band named Dir en Grey. The band is from Japan and is very popular in about ten different countries including America. ♥

Maybe that will make you look twice next time. xD ♥

Poem Ash

I screamed out your name
Even my voice will probably never reach you
But you know, now I'm ok with that.
Some day in my heart you'll be
I'll dream tonight, dreams of you.
Because of that letter I put under my pillow
My dreams are too cruel, my breath is cut off
I always painfully awaken at four in the morning
Time is too long
Time is too painful
The dreams don't stop
Love freezes to death
On a cold night
On this long night
My consciousness splintered and powdered
Memories scattered about
Holding your ring so tightly that my tears wet the pillow
So I couldn't hear it, I blocked my ears to your voice
My dreams are too cruel, my breath is cut off
Melting into the wound You
I am breaking burning the letter it's reduced to ash
I am breaking destroying my heart it's reduced to ash
I am breaking losing you I love you. Love is reduced to ash