Poem: Of Reticent Love

Only on the surface now I'm toying with you. You do not notice a thing
In frozen love, in reticent you, with reticent love, a reticent discomfort,
In reticent me, with reticent love, a reticent scar
You are the eighteenth one, you didn't notice me supported by kindness,
This frozen-made love, In reticent you, with reticent love, a reticent pleasure,
In reticent me, with reticent love, reticently.
I cannot change, I cannot return, reticent love, reticently, we two are entangled,
My inner heart's reticence, my inner heart’s quiet, striking towards the heart,
My inner heart's reticence, my inner heart's quiet, even if I try to toy with your heart
I cannot change, I cannot return, reticent love, in reticent me, with reticent love, reticently.
I cannot change, I cannot return, reticent love,
Quietly, quietly, we two are entangled,
I don't feel anything, Even when I look at your face, You should just keep being deceived,
That's nothing compared to what I had in the past
I cannot change, I cannot return, reticent love,
In reticent me, with reticent love, reticently.
From sometime ago I had noticed you but,
To only be reticently by your side is all I need,
I hold you close at the end,
I don't know if this will become the reticent end

poem so why

We met on that place didn't we? Now U can no longer do anything, but...
We met in this town didn't we? Now I can no longer love anyone, but...
Now you are on that hill, Together we saw this sky we're looking at
Now I am in this sky, We were there looking at that hill
The whithering flower, like on that time, Even once more would be enough,
It wants to bloom beautifully
On this night The heart and the ideals melt into the darkness,
At least just for tonight
By your side Goodbye...
The whithering flower, like on that time, Even once more would be enough,
It wants to bloom beautifully
On this night The heart and the ideals melt into the darkness,
At least just for tonight
While our interlocked fingers loosen, I, who am sinking deeply, loved the you that I last saw
A dream unfulfilled I wait on that hill.
I want to sleep with you in a dream unawakened
The past may not return, but in my rebirth I will search for you
So until that time wait for me but for now on that hill is still

essay intro paragraph

I should be a bio-engineer because Bio-engineering is my life and if bio-engineering did not exist then I would have no purpose in life. With all these new diseases appearing across the world bio-engineering and genetic research seems to be the likeliest way to cure them. I know that my destiny is to cure every disease there is and if I fail then all I am is for naught.

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poem so what

Give me Laugh Everyone dreams
Give me Pain When the time is over
Give me High In a world of contradiction
Give me Dreams
Give me Laugh A grin
Give me Pain As much as the lies
Give me High No place to go
Give me Love
I cannot reach your love, you cannot reach my love
Even now, see
I cannot reach your voice, you cannot reach my voice
Even now, but
Give me Laugh As much as we made love
Give me Pain Can I love you?
Give me High In a world of contradiction
Give me I will
I cannot reach your love, you cannot reach my love
Even now, see I cannot reach your voice, you cannot reach my voice
Even now, but
The time will end, The time will change, Me, you and now, Like with the flow of time.
The time will stop, Until the end, Let's say good night with a kiss to a life with no fire
Give me Laugh
Give me Pain
Give me High
An end begins a trivial matter
It's a time to burn everything
If I could forget you without hesitation
You laugh
Solitude laughs as it likes
You laugh, you laugh, you laugh, you look down
The time is over, the time is over
Sleeping with a kiss to unheated death
I cannot reach your love, you cannot reach my love
Even now, see
I cannot reach your voice, you cannot reach my voice
Even now
Dreams have dried up and changed into sand, will my dream bloom again?
I cannot remember when I said goodbye, can your voice reach me
But
The time will end, The time will change, Me, you and now, Like the flow of time
The time will stop, Until the end, Let's say goodnight with a kiss to a life with no fire
Give me. When the time is over

2-3 topics i am interested in

I would like to blog about martial arts. When you want to learn martial arts there are a few ways to do it you can either learn it from a book, from the Internet, from movies, or by going to martial arts classes, you could also use all four of these methods. I would like to talk about what to be wary of when dealing with these four methods.
BOOK: when buying a book there are two things to look for. 1 be sure that what the book teaches is what you want to learn. Some people buy books that just say "learn tai kwon do in an hour" or something like that but really don't teach you anything you can easily or personally use in self defence. 2 when pictures are used be sure that you can interpret how the person is moving because sometimes it is impossible to figure out how the pictures are telling you to move.
INTERNET: when using the internet I would recommend youtube for half of the information needed then go ahead and search on yahoo and google for a couple hours of the day, but only if you want to spend most of the day doing it.
MOVIES: you really can't rely solely on movies if you want to actually win in a fight but if you want to try to bluff your way out of one then movies are kind of useful "almost"
MARTIAL ARTS CLASSES: most recommended method but there are still many things that can go wrong. 1 you must decide on what you want to learn before choosing an appropriate school. If you want to do hand to hand combat or learn how to beat someone who has a knife then choose accordingly. 2 before actually paying for classes you should go to the dojo or empty warehouse or wherever the place is and watch all the people who are already attending and see what they do and how they are taught. If it looks like the owner, grandmaster, sensei is the only one teaching then that is good but if the grandmaster lets other blackbelts teach then it usually isn't as good.
3 you should speak with the sensei for a while about the time schedule, what he/she charges per month, belt test, and for the price on the uniform, and how he/she decides on when students are ready for the next belt. 4 important! Use your gut instinct/common sense to figure out if the sensei is in this profession to really teach or if he/she is just in it for the money, also many people are intimidated by martial arts instructors, don't be intimidated, they can't hurt you so if you feel like he/she does not respect you or is not teaching properly or is in this only for the money then don't be afraid to tell it to his/her face but don't try to make it seem like you are verbally attacking him/her just say it casually because it really is about self respect and respect for others.
P.S. martial arts is not a hobby it is a way of life.
P.S.S. if you have long nails you will probably have to clip them almost down to the skin.